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I didn’t see what everyone else saw. I didn’t see what people who just met me saw, what my family saw, what my friends saw. Everyone had their own view of me, their own ideas. They had a certain view of me, a profile that I apparently fit. But I never saw any of that. Some people saw me as a troublemaker going down the wrong path. Others saw me as a popular kid with not a care in the world. And there's my family, they saw my as some kind of superhero or at least that's what it seemed like. They had such high hopes for me and would always say I conquered more than I should have had to. When really the truth is I just took what life was throwing at me. Whether I made good decisions or not I did what I thought was right for me. I didn’t care what people thought of my choices, I just made them. I thought about me and my choices and that's that. I’m no superhero, mean girl, popular queen, troublemaker. I was just doing what was good for me. I never wanted to live my life for others, I never wanted to have any regrets any opportunities I didn’t take. I wanted to live life while I had the chance to live it for fun, live it to make memories not to live it to survive. There is a point where your life changes, when you are young you live it to be free and to have fun. Then as you grow up and get older you live it to work and survive. I try to figure out why people would want to try and put a block on a person living their life for fun while they're young.